With mid terms going full blast I found myself having a major panic attack in the dorm I'm staying in. So much so that I had to check myself into the hospital because my muscles were so tense that I couldn't even close my hands to make a fist. People think that panic attacks are just mental but they're also physical as well...at least for me they are. Not having enough money to go to school, feed myself, books, etc. I had no extra money for the medications I need for anxiety. After being in the hospital for observation over night, they released me but asked that I see the campus doctor so he could be made aware of what went down. As I'm waiting for Dr. Dick to see me..I noticed a bunch of metal rods in a case and a white thing I've seen him use on some boys ass. Letting my curiosity get the best of me..I decided to check out what it feels like. So I locked the door and undressed. I remember the doc telling me that jacking off can relieve stress and anxiety. As I lube up my ass I can feel my ass muscles reacting as if expecting a wonderful sensation. I slowly inserted the device and it seemed as though my ass just swallowed it up. Instantly I could feel it rub against my prostate...Wow..this feels really good! Who woulda guessed that sticking something up my ass would make me feel so good. As I play with my dick I could feel my ass muscles contracting. It felt soooo good that I squirted my load! I better get dressed before the doctor comes in and catches me playing with his equipment.